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CHAPTER 2 – KISS SHITA MAMA SAYONARA (preview)
His love for music, his attachment to it that ran deeply—too deeply, was slowly pulling him apart. Lately the music that had brought Dong Bang Shin Ki together, the authorities behind it and the support that kept it going are mixing together into a heap of confusion; a love-hate combination that left him exhausted and defeated.
When did music begin to feel like a job?
The endless shows, promotions, filming. Yoochun was aware that he should be thankful for the seemingly endless offers that were coming their way, individually and as a group. And he is. He knew they were crucial parts of being a celebrity.
Celebrity. The word was starting to taste bitter on his tongue.
He almost snickered. He didn’t think he’ll be going through this phase; having everything and yet feeling as if something was missing. Only protagonists in the cheesy romance films that Junsu loved so much should be experiencing these conflicting emotions.
But unfortunately, Park Yoochun felt a multitude of feelings. And those conflicting ones were dominating a huge percentage of it.
He closed his eyes, remembering the constant dream that he’s been having during the rare times that he actually fell asleep these past few days.
Almost instantly, his chest constricted at the now familiar pain of heart break.
“I can’t hear you.”
There was no response. She stood there at the other side of the road, silent.
“Say anything. Even if it’s a lie, I don’t care!”
She started walking away, as if she never heard a word.
“Say something, anything! Tell me lies if that’s what will make me hear you…”
She stopped, and then turned to face him. Her mouth opened and moved, but no words came out.
Yoochun could only watch her helplessly. “Please…”